5/29/11

I got featured!!!

Well, i entered another contest...lol
No I didnt win which is the usual,
but i did get featured in the PFD Magazine.


I am just tickled pink that some one liked my work.

5/26/11

Hear Me Now

While without internet, I had a lot of time
to come up with some templates.
While i was browsing some of the newer tubes i got 
before the Joplin, MO Tornado, 
I ran across a Garvey Toon...

And Came up with this Template

Available in PSP and PSD Format


Hot Southern Mess

I love all types of Music
and there is a line from Brad Paisley's new song
Old Alabama
That just had me giggling uncontrollably
"Hot Southern Mess"
See there i go giggling again.

Available in PSP and PSD Format
Download Here

Here is what I made with this template:

Hoop Hoochie Template

Well, Funny Story behind this template
In the time i was without internet access 
i got caught up in a show the other day called
"The Maury Show"

And of course he was doing Paternity Tests
and this gal said a line that stuck with me all day.
She was accusing this guy of cheating cause 
she found a hoop earring and a shirt she claims was not hers.

And her statement was 
"Bigger the Hoop, Bigger The Hoochie!"

So here you go something a bit different 
 Available in PSP and PSD Format
Download Here

I will post a preview of a tag
once i make one up got to find 
an awesome tube for this template

5/19/11

From the Block

Another new template, inspired by J-Lo's "Jenny from the Block" song

Preview:

This Template is available in PSD and PSP Format
You can Download it HERE

Example of how i used this template

5/18/11

Variety is the Spice of Life

My first template offer here on my blog.
I am hoping that the links work because I am such an idiot
when it comes to zipping files and sharing them.


Available in PSD and PSP Format.
Which you can Download HERE

Here is a tag i made with this template

4/14/11

Where did I go wrong?!?

It's quiet here…the girls are asleep and so is Jeff.
There isn't a TV blaring or the sound of screaming children.
And here I am sitting here, listening to the wind beat against my living room windows.

My mind keeps wandering to the day Brent came and took Cameron from me.
The last day I physically saw my son, or I should say the last time I gave him a hug or heard him say "I love you, Mommy. I'll be back!" was on May 30th 2008 at 12:30 pm.
I still can't believe it is going on 3 yrs. since I have seen my son.
I cried so hard that day, and unleashed my anger out on the bathroom door
(It still has the hole I put in it). The bastard had me call 4 times
before he called me back to say I would never see my son again.
He was already half way through Jane, MO. on his way back to FL.
Of course, I called the police and the dreaded statement,
"There is nothing we can do." came pouring out of his mouth.
I mean come on…nothing?!?
No, "I'm sorry." just walked back to his car and left.

I ended up having to travel down to FL for a court date in September 2008.
It is then I finally got to see him since his father came and took him.
He had gotten much taller than the last time I had seen him but
Our visit only lasted a brief 30 minutes and then he was drifting off to sleep watching a brand new video
I had bought him for an early birthday gift.
SpongeBob Squarepants was the video…he was so excited.
He couldn't wait to watch it after I left, which is just how he is when it comes to shows he likes.
But now, I have no clue what he likes, what his favorite game is, or how he is doing in school.
Cameron is 7 yrs. old now, and is in school. I can't believe how much have lost out on.
I didn't get to see him off on his first day, or hear about all the cool stuff he did.
Or ask him if he made any new friends.
I hate sitting here not knowing a thing about my own child.

I was willing to work with Brent, let him talk to Cameron whenever he wanted.
He could come in and visit with him but of course he had to just up and break my trust and take off with him.
I guess that is where I went wrong…
I trusted someone who repeatedly accused me of cheating,
who beat me when things were not done his way,
who ridiculed me every chance he got.



 

11/19/10

There is a First for everything

Well, there is this saying there is a first for everything...I learnt how to blend images tonight in PSP. Don't ask how i did it cause im not sure i could walk you through it let alone try it again...lol.
Well here is what i made.




Photobucket

10/25/10

Popularity

No matter where I go online...whether it is the forums, Facebook, Myspace...etc. popularity seems to rein supreme. I belong to a forum...been a member off and on for at least 5 years. We currently moved our forum to a free based hosting area... and i along with others got it ready for our grand opening. And I know its just me and feeling like my part doesn't count. But it is like every time i prepare a board in advance say a Happy Birthday board for a member i place it in the advanced notice area and then this person goes behind me and replaces it with this highly decorated banner with a PTU tube. And here I am stuck using crappy FTU tubes for banners and tags.
When this person posts a WWO ( Who Wants One) offer, her list gets filled in minutes while my 6 WWOs sit and linger for days with minimum requests.
She is highly educated in the world PSP while i sit and linger trying to figure things out. 

 I know it's just my insecurity when dealing with a mass audience and just wanting to be accepted and appreciated for what I do to help keep the forum moving. But I just am not seeing it lately. I try hard to not let things like this bother me but I can not help the feelings that run through me on a day to day basis.  

I should take my feelings to this person but we are on a team and feel I would end up getting cut off that team before she would. She has more *points* than I do (don't know how the hell that happened) she is thanked more by the other members therefore more *charms* than I am. Her ideas are used more than mine. I could go on and on but i feel like this is just me complaining about something stupid and petty.

We are told we are no better than anyone else in the forum, but i swear there is a click within the Management ranks. I don't wanna feel this way about something stupid and petty. I hate feeling this way but i really don't know how to turn it off.

 Well anyways here is my latest crappy creation in the PSP World.